Sam,

I apologize for everything. I didn't mean to disrespect you. Well, maybe I did. But I was wrong to do it. I'm just... confused about everything right now, okay? I've read everyone's posts, I really have, it's just that I understand what you're telling me, but I hate being talked down to like everyone else knows everything and I am an ignorant fool. I've had to deal with that my whole life, and I don't want to have to deal with it here, the only place I have where I can talk freely. I just wish everyone could see why I sometimes act the way I do. Hope you want me back.

-z"The email is broken and I have to use the forum to communicate."K