> Complete exhaustion makes me want to ramble. I feel like writing stories but for some reason haven't. If I had a working laptop I would probably write in bed. I miss writing and dreaming and poetry and all those things that not fighting to be okay allows you to enjoy.
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> I miss my friends. I want another RinkUnion, right now. I want everyone to be happy. I want everyone to know they are good people and are loved.
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> It's always really strange when things are so bad and yet so good. When life isn't working out in some ways but in other ways it is far better than I could have imagined. I think that is one of God's gifts that He likes to give us. There is a difference between being happy and being joyful. I am joyful but also happy, and right now that is a huge blessing.
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> In a few days I get to see the man who loves me. If you read this and are feeling lonely and unloved and feeling that there is little hope for you, please know that sometimes things work out in unexpected and beautiful ways. And waiting for things can make them better.
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> If you ever get a chance to hold a duckling, do it. And when you do think of me and how I have a strange fascination with duck butts. Duckling butts are not just feathers but they are squishy and moveable and cute. And I am strange. But it makes life fun to enjoy things like duck butts.
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> Look at the moon tonight and think about how God created the light to shine down on you in dark times.
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> -Gahalyn

*hug*

And... I'd never thought of duck butts like that before. But now I do. I think I shall go try to play with a squirrel.