> I know what it's like to cry tears of joy. But sometimes I have a happy feeling inside of me that is so strong that I feel like I want to cry. Not tears of joy. The happiness is a heavy feeling, weighing me down like sadness might. It's so strong that even though I'm happy, I feel almost like I'm sad.
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> Anybody else have even a faint idea of what I am talking about? I know I can't be alone with this, and it is not something that ever really worries me. But hearing from other people would be interesting.
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This is kind of a random theory from a snippets of past thoughts I've had, but sometimes, when happiness is scarce, any happiness you do find is counterbalanced by the fear that it will be fleeting and soon gone. But that's just the first thing I thought of, and it may very well be way off here. ;)